I breastfed my son until he was five and have had a wonderful experience with attachment parenting. I never once felt like a martyr.
Wanting to be close to my baby and reacting to his needs immediately came naturally.
I was following my maternal instinct, and that felt right, and my baby was responding to this gentle kind of parenting by being a very easy-going child I could take anywhere with me.
Letting our son sleep in our bed wasn’t martyrdom, it was what I wanted as a mom of a newborn — I wanted him close to me and be able to breastfeed him on demand at night.
And he wanted to be close to me, which resulted in better sleep for both of us. Bed sharing is what worked for our family.
I never set out to be an attachment parenting mom — breastfeeding my son on demand, bed sharing, and wearing him in a Maya wrap at times was my preferred choice, and I only found out years later that my parenting style had a name.
Wanting to take care of my son in a gentle, loving way that takes his needs into consideration first turned out to be “attachment parenting.” Who knew?
The TIME cover of Jamie Lynne Grumet breastfeeding her almost 4-year-old son did nothing to teach people about the many benefits of extended breastfeeding and made attachment parenting sound like an extreme form of parenting, which it isn’t.
Attachment parenting is about listening to your instincts and actually makes parenting much easier, in my experience. Taking care of a baby is hard enough, if attachment parenting wouldn’t be the easier, more organic choice, millions of people around the world wouldn’t end up practicing it.
There’s nothing natural about the Tiger Mom’s way of parenting or the crying-it-out method — it’s natural for a mom to want to pick up her child if he or she cries.
If your motherly instinct tells you to pick up and soothe your child, pick it up and ignore what other people are telling you to do, I say!
I stopped trying to ferberize my son after two days and we all went back to sleeping soundly next to each other.
The TIME article makes it sound like there’s something wrong with you if you let your child breastfeed past the first year — which is something that’s now recommended and done all over the world, just not in the U.S — share a family bed or co-sleep (have the child in your bedroom in a crib), or wear your child in a sling or wrap.
Why make people who choose attachment parenting sound like they are martyrs whose lives are run by their kids, and why make parents who don’t subscribe to attachment parenting feel like bad parents?
Why make it sound like you are not an attachment parenting mom if you don’t wear your child all day?
Way to go, TIME.
I already blogged about my take on the TIME cover.
After that disappointment, reading Q&A with Breast-Feeding Mom Jamie Lynne Grumet was a breath of fresh air — that’s the kind of information I would’ve liked to and expected to see following that cover.
Jamie Lynne is a young mom of an adopted son and a biological son, she herself was nursed by her mom until she was six, and she remembers it fondly.
Here is my favorite quote from that article:
“Do you remember breast-feeding?
Jamie Lynne: Yes.
What’s that memory like?
Jamie Lynne: It’s really warm. It’s like embracing your mother, like a hug. You feel comforted, nurtured and really, really loved. I had so much self-confidence as a child, and I know it’s from that. I never felt like she would ever leave me. I felt that security.”
Just three days ago I had a conversation with a mom who shared with me that she nursed her son until her was 5, but she says her son doesn’t remember it.
I really hope that my son will remember this very special bond and time we had together, and that he will describe his experience like Jamie Lynne did.
Being able to nurse my child, the fact that my body produced milk for him for that many years that made him grow and thrive and stay healthy is amazing to me, and because so many moms have trouble with breastfeeding, I don’t take it for granted. It’s a priceless gift I was able to give him.
It’s not about my needs, I didn’t always feel like nursing him when he needed or wanted it, but that’s part of the beauty of being a mom — it’s not about you, it’s about freely giving all you can for your child.
It’s something I wanted to do for him, and it gave me such joy in return to be able to it.
Here is the second quote by Jamie Lynne I really liked:
Question: What do you say to people who say breast-feeding a 3-year-old is disturbing or wrong?
Jamie Lynne: As far as someone who says they’re uncomfortable with this, I don’t think it’s wrong to admit this. But people have to realize this is biologically normal. It’s not socially normal. The more people see it, the more it’ll become normal in our culture. That’s what I’m hoping. I want people to see it.”
Gosh, I feel the same. I hardly ever see moms nursing their babies in public, and I think that’s a shame.
I wanted to be that mom people see breastfeed her child in public so they get more used to that picture and don’t dare bother other moms who might feel more intimidated.
And I wanted moms to see me NIP (nursed in public) so more moms feel encouraged to do the same.
That’s why I NIP as long as my son wanted. I was always discrete about it, you don’t have to make a spectacle of yourself and I didn’t want to upset anyone, but I nursed in public with the attitude that I have every right to.
That’s why I proudly wore this T-shirt sometimes. I think because of my attitude about it I never once had anyone say anything to me. And if I caught a disapproving look, I just smiled at that person.
I’ll never forget how breastfeeding saved the day when I was able to nursing my feverish son through being sick while we were stuck in an airport for 16 hours.
And I have a wonderful memory of nursing my son to sleep on a ferry ride from Nantucket when he was 3 1/2 years old.
The last time I nursed my son in public was to nurse him to sleep on a plane to Germany and then back last year, when he was 4 1/2.
I’m still hopeful that the TIME cover will have some positive effects and that people find resources about extended breastfeeding and attachment parenting — like Mayim Bialik’s informative, inspiring new book Beyond the Sling — that are not just about creating controversy.
And I hope that the media will be responsible and actually invite attachment parenting parents to inform the public about the day-to-day practicality of attachment parenting instead of focusing on extremes.
If attachment parenting isn’t for you, then don’t practice it, but it works for many parents all over the world.
Parenting is not a competition — every family has to find what works for them. And attachment parenting works for me.
Rebecca Watkins says
May 25, 2012 at 7:53 AMVery, very well said- certainly couldn’t have put it better myself! Thanks so very much for sharing this with us at Natural Mother’s “Seasonal Celebration Sunday.” Hope to see you again this Sunday / Monday!! Rebecca x
Anna says
May 19, 2012 at 10:06 AMWell said! I too did not know I was an attachment parenting mom until I read about it months after my son was born and was working on my children’s book. It’s following your instincts. It’s natural and normal and makes life as a mom easier.
Melissa Rheinlander says
May 18, 2012 at 11:54 PMGreat post!! The only thing that bothered me about the TIME piece was the title… “Are You Mom Enough?” Personally I was unable to breast feed… and was hard for me but does that mean I am not mom enough for my child NO not at all!! I think to each their own!! Do what is best for YOUR family!!
Delishhh says
May 18, 2012 at 6:44 PMGreat post and i agree with you but you should read this – i don’t know why people aren’t more concerned that the US treats moms like a third world country – http://www.momsinmaine.com/2012/05/wake-up-moms-youre-fighting-the-wrong-fight/
Karla says
May 18, 2012 at 3:05 PMWow! I was meant to see your site I think. I first arrived to it by looking at the Circle of Moms site, looking for vegan recipes, and then among all the possible blogs to visit, I picked yours because of your name “Dagmar”. I had met a woman in a local Dunkin Donut shop who was crocheting with thread, and as a fellow crocheter, I said “hello” to her and asked her what she was making. Eventually asking her name, I learned that it was “Dagmar”. Such a unique name, so I remembered it, and when I saw your blog on this list of Vegan mom’s, I chose it. Then the first post I read is about breastfeeding and that darn Time magazine cover.
You see, I’m a WIC Breastfeeding Peer Counselor for our local health department. And I’m still breastfeeding my 30 month old daughter, our 4th child. I also breastfed our 2nd and 3rd children til they were in their 2nd years, and they weaned themselves. My 1st child I stopped breastfeeding after 10 days due to pain and sores and what I later learned was a latch issue. I find many first time moms face similar problems and just need someone to help them through those first days of being a new mom. I got that help beginning with my second child and had no issues with breastfeeding after that.
Anyway, I have not read the TIME story, but am familiar with the cover, and I was actually pleased to see a picture implying a mom breastfed her baby for a longer term than is considered normal in the USA (it’s normal in other parts of the world, ironically). I couldn’t believe the negative fallout that followed. And the tv show “The View” blocking out the woman’s breast with a black dot on their show??? Excuse me? As if it was offensive? I’ve seen more breasts exposed on the cover of a plethora of magazine covers every day and on real women walking down the street or through the stores during my day-to-day life. The irony….
Good for you for breastfeeding and your attachment parenting. The simple rule to mothering is to LOVE your child. The baby’s primary form of communication is crying, and how sad when a parent would let that child cry because some book or “professional” told them to. Granted, there are times when for our own sanity we might feel we have to walk away for a time when we cannot soothe our crying baby. But in general, baby’s are meant to be held, coddled and loved. How sad when they are not. Kudos to you! I look forward to reading more of your blog.
Dagmar says
May 18, 2012 at 11:32 PMHi Karla,
I’m so glad you found my blog and are enjoying it! Sounds like we are both passionate about breastfeeding and educating people about it :)
Kathy Morelli, LPC (@KathyAMorelli) says
May 18, 2012 at 2:15 PMHi Dagmar – It’s too bad the word “attachment” has so much baggage around it…there really is a broad range of parenting that creates a securely attached child/person….and it is great that you are so open about your wonderful parenting, thanks for promoting breastfeeding!
Daneilia says
May 16, 2012 at 12:39 PMAttachment is what we did/still do with our daughter. It’s shameful how people frown upon something that supports our children and shows our love to them and it does nothing to harm them. I’m glad there are other parents out there like you to remind me I’m not the only one.
Heather says
May 15, 2012 at 3:51 PMI’m proud of you for standing up for and having a clear voice on what you so firmly believe in. You put it so, so well when you say: “it’s about freely giving all you can for your child.” Being a mom IS a priceless gift and the moments with them especially in these formative years are priceless too. :)
jacqueline Gowe says
May 15, 2012 at 1:41 PMThanks again Dagmar for a well written and rational look at breast feeding older children. It was easy for me to practice attachment parenting and extended nursing and I think my family benefited from it. It was a choice and I am glad I had the choice – I chose to follow my instincts instead of the popular wisdom of the day which was “ferberize”, don’t pick up your baby or you’ll spoil him, etc. etc. I do wish that breastfeeding was more supported in our society but we have come a long long way.
Dagmar says
May 15, 2012 at 3:37 PMHi Jacqueline, thanks for your comment! So much more still has to change, like longer maternity leave, etc. I was lucky that I was able to stay at home with my child, many parents still don’t think they can support a family on one income. The attitude about breastfeeding and attachment parenting also need to get so much more positive.
Annie @ Mama Dweeb says
May 15, 2012 at 11:30 AMWhat a beautiful, amazing post!! Thank you for always supporting breastfeeding and AP moms. Support, encouragement – that is what we need. LOVED THIS POST
Dagmar says
May 15, 2012 at 3:38 PMThank you, Annie, so glad you loved this post!